&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
just gotta say, school's ended! supposedly la~ but since we are sec 3s preparing for Os next year, there two more weeks of extra lessons. sian. and got the timetable, so many english periods! double sian! but heng im in mrs raj's class! i cant imagine how the e3/e4 survive ms ow for 3 whole hours! lol.

finally ytd i had gym training! like, how long have i waited since the exams finished?! but we didnt train, cos of smth very serious happened that made both nina and mrs keong cry la. just hope nina's ok. so for the whole training, we did warmups, and then we - doreen, nina, dosmond, derrick, wenqiang and me - or the sec 3s, talked about our parents and later we sat down and played dai-di. lol. we had training la, poker training. hehe.

i've got my report book ytd, and i am super happy! like REAL SUPER! mr lee gave us 3 sheets of paper to slot into the report book, and i peeped at my class position and my average score, AND I CRIED. lol. class position was 28 and average score 59.9. not very high, maybe. but i actually improved from 39 to 28, and 55.5 to 59.9. that's great achievement for me! after my crying, THAT mr lee still somemore say, we should have a crying competition for CIP next year, cos i will win for sure. sick. since when have i became a crybaby, i wasnt anything like this last year. i think i only cried ONCE, as far as i can rmb, on the last day of school, and i cant bear to leave 2e6. now, i think im crying non stop. i cried when i got my report book, mdm lau said that she wanted to cut my hair, ms ow confiscated my phone, before i even got back my physics results and blah blah blah. gosh!

my parents are quite happy with my results, cos there's improvement(: my dad even said, you should bring home the results earlier ma, like that me and your mother also wont quarrell alr. haha. its's good that my improvements in my results actually made them happy, and myself happy, and erkee happy.^^ life rocks for now, and i said for now. haha.

just came back from the ZEST competition talk thing. and i think im wasting my time, and im afraid i cant contribute much to the team. cos its BUSINESS AND ACCOUNTS?! especially the game T.T, i dont know what the hell they are talking about. lol.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, October 23, 2006
ytd was a superb day for me la! my mum and i shopped from 2 to 10! lol, till all the shops are closed la! haha. my dad had a performance at the raffles hotel, wad crosstalk wadeva thing. so we went to bugis first, then to bugis street then later to raffles city, then citylink and suntec! woohoo~ it was great lo! bought a couple of things only though. a pair of shoes, a bag, and some other things la.

another of today will be great. heh. only that the legs will pain and tired till o.O! haha. and after that, went out for supper with my dad's friends after the performance, cos the person in charge was treating us. the food is nice(: went home at 12 plus, and was dead tired. haha.

also on ytd, my aunt's mum passed away. she has cancer the last stage kind, but she doesnt know, cos nobody wants to tell her the truth la. she vomitted on sunday, and my mum asked whether is it the condition has worsened. but guess wad the other adults said? she was just not wanting to go hospital so she vomitted to let us not to let her go. and my aunt? she flew over to shanghai last wednesday. goodness la.

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Saturday, October 21, 2006
vivo city is REALLY big, and i mean it. didnt think so when i was in the shopping centre actually, but after i went outside, its like WOAH! big, and nice scenery! ^^ quite alot of shops are available alr although they say there's only 60% opened. i went there to watch 'deathnote' after school. it wasnt as exciting as i thought it will be la, but still, its not too bad and im ready to watch the 2nd episode in december alr!

finally, there's a class chalet! its on, Nov 18, 19 20, i hope. wish the dates and chalet is still available, we haven't book yet! *fingers crossed* and on top of that, gym is having chalet on Nov 15 and 16! woah! i think i will collapse if i go to both la! there wont be any slp at all, and on 17, i'll be snoring away at home! haha.

let's talk about ytd, was playing ***** in class since there's no tchers cos no tchers want to come up for lesson(: was playing till happy la, and guess wad, bala put a five X2, and i thought is single, so i put my last **** down, and i screamed! haha. and guess wad? the class is in complete silence, and i was the only one screaming. the reason? miss ow is standing at the door! gosh! and plus, bala and the others still shout at me, 'double la!' LOL. we were so shocked la, thought she saw us, but heng, she didnt, cos the suddenly-become-very-clever nigel, took up my PE shirt, and act examing it, hiding the ***** behind, and napok chen ji pushed the ***** on to the floor! haha. then miss ow shouted at us, 'the monitress is screaming, and bala is there acting serious doing nothing!' lol. just super heng this time^^ but we didnt actually do anything wad. haha.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, October 19, 2006
MISS OW! MISS OW! MISS OW! why is it always her?! she checked our class for handphones today, just because she heard"beep beep" in class today. she checked the e4 pple first, then when the rest of the e3 pple came back, she did a SPOTCHECK! gosh, we were told to clear our bags, our pockets, everything! about 20 plus phones were found lo. and that's damn sick! she borrowed a plastic folder to put the phones in, and guess what? too many phones! she got to carry some on her hands as well. lol. i didnt want my phone to be caught la, if not that will be the second phone alr. gosh. she actually checked the calls and msgs of the phones la, just to found out whose phone beeped.

luckily she returned all the phones after a 'talk' with them. heng not confiscated la. but mr lee will be furious when he come back tmr! there's so many incidents with mdm lau, and other tchers regarding our class alr la. plus, miss ow said she will be bringing up this incident during tcher's meeting. damn.

some pple in class are angry with the one whose handphone beeped, cos it affected the whole class lo. it's difficult not to be angry la. but we don't know its whose phone yet, so maybe we should just forget it.

3e3 is really unlucky man! almost every week and day also got prob, and they are small probs that lead to BIG problems! and most of them involved the whole class. sick. maybe the whole class have to go bai bai alr la. so suay leh! the gods also dont protect us one. sian.

oh, on monday! went to J8 with jac they all, we ate, shopped and ate again! FONDUE! woohoo~ its damn nice(: the icecream rules, and the green apple too! so want to eat it again. haha. FUN yeah, but in the morning, even funner. cos we got our RESULTS! sian. i failed 2 subjects for my end of year, and both are sciences - physics and chemistry! by when then can i pass?! dun want to fail anymore alr. i was okay with my results la, although not too good, its okay. at least there's improvement. from average of 55 during midyear to 62 during end of year. not bad an achievement leh. haha. but still, have to JIAYOU! ^^

time flies, it was 1.5 years alr. <3

&still trying to find a happy ending

Friday, October 13, 2006
gonna blog, since its end of exams ytd! super happy. exams make me SOOOOO stressed, you know! gonna rmb all the stupid facts and formulae! arghh~ now, i can throw all of them away and enjoy life now! woohoo~ after exams, everything seemed much brighter, and i feel more optimistic! hah.

oh, and tuesday! the day i so regret! regret i didnt check my exam timetable carefully! i actually forgot about the goegraphy test! goodness. cried in the parade square, lol. nvr thought i will be so agitated because of one dumb exam la. but still, i did cry. gosh, i did changed, i actually worry for my exams and results! haha. since its over, lets not talk about it.

gonna talk about today! fun day, heh. went out with jac, clar, cy, shir and yz. met up at 12 at douby ghaut, and went to the cathay to watch rob-b hood! the show was at 3 la, so we walked for a while, and i bought i shirt! since when did i last buy a shirt, damn long-.- the show started at 3, and the movie is? HILARIOUS! couldnt stop laughing i tell you! lol. and u just got to watch it, haha.

after the show and some walk walk about ps, met up with erkee and went to his ahma hse for dinner. i was like totally paiseh as usual. and the food is great(: seafood~ crabs, prawns, sotong^^ bloated la, the stupid guy keeping put things in my bowl. haha. had fun(: yupyups.

hope everyday's so carefree like today! then will super shuang^^ and guess what, yz wore skirt today! haha.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Monday, October 09, 2006
NO CHEMISTRY RE-EXAM PLEASE! T.T

&still trying to find a happy ending

Saturday, October 07, 2006
its all foggy outside, but it didnt affect how me and my cousins celebrated mid-autumn festival! since there are new kids now, reese, renee and ashley, we now actually did things that we do when we are young. we played with lanterns, candles, played with sparkles, burnt lanterns, and even exploded the powder on the sparkle! we scrap all of them down and lighted it, and it went boom~! nice, long since we did that. still rmb a few years back, we lighted a pepsi can, and the can change colour when it heats up! turned black and white! we were like o.O, so amazed! haha. FUN!

played poker again, like usual(: love it la, and we actually played A-E-I-O-U! can you believe it! lol, maybe all of us just miss the time in the past, cos its just so pathetic to have just this few of us left!

and i think im gonna fail my Amaths. damn.

&still trying to find a happy ending

Thursday, October 05, 2006
my phone's gone! confiscated, damn it. but i was the one who used the phone in the first place, so my fault la! but im still very sad lo. my phone, the one who is always by my side, it has been with me for 1 year plus! i miss it so much. still rmb just a month back when my phone was spoiled, and i cant use it. and now it's worse! i cant even see it, hais! all my games i have just downloaded! havent start playing yet leh! aiyo.

but i have to be optimistic, maybe w/o my phone i will get better results!~ buahaha. but i dont think it makes a difference actually. i'll get other things to occupy me. what if i think too much about my phone, and cant get in the mood to study and fail all my test?! lol.

i think i scared a couple of pple of tuesday, went back to class after going to the toilet and started crying all of a sudden as i walked back to my seat. lol feel kind of dumb about what i was doing then! its just a phone! just like it's just chicken rice, clar! why so kanchiong! haha. thanks for those who comforted me though. ^^

i'll just pia for my exams, and by then ONE MONTH will be gone~! woohoo! and todays paper is physics and chinese paper 1, dont think i'll do well. and tmr's history, i think im gonna fail it, shit! off to study!! (:

&still trying to find a happy ending

Sunday, October 01, 2006
i've always known that girls are petty, have you heard guys that are even more petty than girls? yups, my dad! he's the only guy whom i have met who is so petty! goodness la! so here's my story:

my mum is working till 10 today, at kembangan CC as the host or smth for the mid-autumn festival celebration. so after that, my dad came to fetch the both of us. both of them didnt have dinner, so they went to kovan to eat. but sianly, nothing to eat, so we walk and walk the whole place la. my mum was tired, cos of the work from morning to night, so she told my dad,"wah! walk here and there find thing eat, very tired leh!" and guess what my dad said? "yala yala, tired! all my fault okay! make you walk here and there!" like wth? just tell him tired only leh! we tapao the food alr, and my dad was carrying them, and we walked to the car, and you know what? he suddenly stopped and put the food on the floor and say, "you tired la! you two stand here, i drive here!" oh hey, you think that's nice? yeah, you didnt hear how sacarstic he sound! my mum decided its better to follow him, so the both of us got the food and walked behind him! and i tell you, the worse part comes!

MY DAD GOT INTO THE CAR AND LEFT, HE DROVE OFF FAR AHEAD WHEN WE WERE JUST IN FRONT OF HIM! AND, HE WAITED FOR US IN FRONT AT WHERE HE ASKED US TO WAIT. HE DROVE AROUND AND AROUND. WE CALLED HIM, HE HANGED OUR CALLS! STUPID LA!

all he wanted was make us walk back to the same place! dumb right? i bet i cant find someone else more petty than HIM! gosh!

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